The Preacher's Wife
Comments and Poems
By Ruth R. Martin


One Sunday morning a deacon came to my pastor husband and I and reported an unfortunate thing that had occurred the night before and had been printed in the morning paper. A young girl had been arrested for disorderly conduct in a bar and for resisting arrest. This deacon felt that perhaps we could help her in this time of trouble, so immediately following morning worship service, we went to the jail and asked to see her. We were granted permission, and after such wild reports of her destructive behavior the night before, we were extremely surprised to see entering the room where we waited, a tiny, blonde, attractive girl of nineteen. She seemed hostile at first but gradually warmed to our efforts at friendliness. After speaking with her for a while, my husband left us alone so that I might find out if she had some personal needs. I offered to call her family, and then she spoke these words of despair and emptiness that I have never forgotten. "It ain't no use. There ain't nobody cares." Note : Some years later, I received in the mail a letter containing a newspaper clipping. Christine's body had been found by a roadside, in a ditch, one morning following a heavy rain. No details as to reasons for her death were given and I have never known anything more of the matter. As I read, tears flowed freely down my face, and I heard the echo of her then young, empty voice..."It ain't no use. There ain't nobody cares."





Christine



I tried to help a wayward girl
Bereft of loving ties.
Though bitter and defiant, she,
Despair lurked n her eyes.

So hard she seemed for one so young,
Yet lonely standing there.
I heard her say, "It ain't no use;
There ain't nobody cares."

Never heard I human voice
Express such poignant ache;
Her misery reached out unseen arms-
I felt my own heart break.

Time has passed and things have changed.
I've wondered how she fared.
I only pray along the way
She found Somebody cared.

Now when I hear of wayward girl,
Alone midst hostile stares,
I hear again, "It ain't no use.
There ain't nobody cares."

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Romans 8:28